I found your old geocities site while looking through webarchives, and I was truly touched. I am a stranger, so this might seem a bit odd but I felt just a tiny fraction of your pain and wanted to send something. I managed to find this site as a result. Your dedication to your child touched my heart and it made me realize how important it is to remember someone when you've lost them rather than burying it deeply. Your family is beautiful, including Lucy. I really hope you are doing well. Sending you lots of love