Lucy's 4th Christmas in Heaven December 2005 To Lucy No one will ever understand how it felt to lose you. To have my little girl and to have you taken away from me. The emptiness, the pain, the void in my life. When you died it really seemed like I had died too. How can I ever accept I will never see you again? Hold you in my arms and kiss you on the head and watch you grow. You were my little girl, my miracle, a part of me. You kept me strong because with your will to live I found the strength too. I miss you so much Lucy and I know the pain of losing you will be with me always, But I sense you near me and I know that you are ok which will mean that I will be ok. You taught me so much in your brief time with us. I've learnt that love doesn't end when you lose someone you love, Love is forever and in my heart you will be forever too. I will cherish the time I had with you for the rest of my life. You will always live on in my heart and I will never forget you. Love you forever and ever! Love Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx