Lucy's 5th Christmas in Heaven December 2006 Lucy, Another Christmas without you, but still not a thought without you. Wondering what you would look like now, wondering how life would be now if you were still here in my arms. I never ever thought I would enjoy Christmas ever again after I lost you, but I can honestly say that I do. Your brother and sister are still here with me and you have made me see just how precious they both are and how I should treasure every minute with them. Of course I miss you so much and I would do anything for you to still be here with us, but I know that I can't and all I can do is treasure the memories and be thankful for the time that you were with us which will remain in my heart always. Emily talks about you all the time. She knows she has a big sister in Heaven and that you are a special angel. Thomas hasn't forgotten you either. I thought maybe in time he would, but he asked to come and bring your balloon and teddy on Christmas Day, so I know you are in his heart and mind too, especially over Christmas. Its strange to think how much has changed in my life since I lost you, but the one thing that hasn't is just how much I love you. I hope you are watching over us all and that you remember that forever. You will always be my precious baby girl Love Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx