Lucy's 5th Birthday In Heaven 18th April 2007 On this your very special day, your birthday number 5, I sit and think in wonder as I look upto the sky What would my baby girl look like now, how excited would she be What a party we'd be having if she were still here with me I imagine you in Heaven with a halo in your hair, Pretty face, a beautiful smile, for there are rainbows everywhere The angels celebrate with you, theres a party in the sky And we'll send you some balloons and watch them float to you way up high And when your partys over at the end of your special day I'm sure I'll feel a warmth run through me to let me know that your ok You see, although 5 years have passed and I long to have you here Everything around me lets me know that your still near The birds that sing, the shining sun, the sky thats heavenly blue Are all such sweet reminders of the time we had with you And though I long to hold you, back in my arms forever Your memory will keep you close and its what I'll always treasure So Happy Birthday Lucy, I just want you to know That no matter how many years go by, I'll still love and miss you so! Written with love by Mummy for Lucy's 5th Birthday *********************************************************** In my dreams I see you still I love you Lucy and always will The day you died my heart broke in two Half for Mummy, Half for you xx Lucy, Can you believe it has been 5 years since I first held you in my arms. My tiny, beautiful baby girl. Little did I know that I would only have you for such a short time. I had so many hopes and dreams for you. So much to do and so it turned out, so little time. I imagine you now, high up in Heaven, watching over us all. Playing with all the other beautiful angels that also left this Earth too soon. It seems that life has been so unfair for so many people, but I know I am lucky for the 18 days that you were able to stay with me and I promise I will always treasure them. They say that time is a healer, but I don't think that is true. Maybe it seems that way because you learn to deal with the grief better. I still believe that the day you died a part of me died too. You were my baby girl and I loved you so much. I couldn't believe you couldn't stay with me. I didn't want to believe it. I needed you, just as much as you needed me. I will never understand why you were taken from me. Not one day passes me by when I don't think of you Lucy. You probably have no idea of the impact that having you and losing you had on me. In good ways and in bad. I know one thing though and that is that I would never ever trade the time I had with you and if I could have just one more day with you I would. I love you so much Lucy, and Thomas and Emily talk about you often, so you are still very much a part of all our lives, just as you should be. My daughter, my baby girl, my angel. I will keep you safe in my heart forever, until the time I can hold you in my arms again. Happy Birthday Sweetheart Love forever Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx